Started cycling...it's no more our clothes hanger

Today's been good. I'm feeling jumpy-nice
Stuck to my routine mostly, so feels like an achievement.

I started out with cycling today -- stationary -- of course. The exercise bike had been lying at home, most predictably converted into the clothes hanger. Found Hubby's shorts and towels and shirts clumped on it.

So after about three weeks of warming up and stretching and some breathing exercises and yoga, today I started cycling. Hoping to cycle at least twice a week. Of course, Hubby dismissed what I did today saying "You could have done much better". Thank You, old man. Very convenient for you to say, considering you've been gymming for over three years pretty consistently.

Anyway I'm not not going to let that deter me.

Started today with:
8.30 a.m -- half a mango.
10 am -- breakfast -- a veggie omlette (with tomatoes/onions/capsicum)+ two slices of 7-grain bread+ tea
12 pm -- a small handful of black currants and cashew
2.30 pm -- lunch -- 2 chapatis+ capsicum, onion and kadlebele (channa dal) sabji+ a small cup of pongal/khichdi
will hopefully have my tea by 4 :-)


I've realised that adding some kind of dal in my subji is the only way and easy way to get more protein into my vegetarian diet Of course I have one helping in the night of dal/saar/sambar but generally felt that's not enoughh so....

My grandma should be my ideal

I really think my grandma's one smart cookie. We recently celebrated her 90th birthday, TOUCH WOOD, and at that age she's far more health than her daughter (my mom) -- BIG TIME TOUCH WOOD.

My point is, I need to learn from her this thing called "how to look after yourself, respect your body, and have fun". She's had a good pampered childhood, but loaded with activity for the kind of conservative era she lived in -- she cycled, climbed trees, an swam too, among other things. She ate calorie rich food and lots of daiy.
Post marriage, life was tough at the in-laws where she slogged in the kitchen, slaved for hours at the grinding stone, preparing food for a large joint family. Life was good in the later years when, for the first time, perhaps in her late 30s or early 40s she bloated into a barrel.

Now she's back to her dancer look -- she's got the narrowest prettiest waist in the family, stands quite tall, hasn't bent over. She never misses her morning walk, unless she's unwell or its raining. She loves her pastries and chocolates and will never say no to one. But if she eats even a morsel more than her normal meal -- which is mainly cooked vegetables, rice, rasam and curd -- she'll simply skip the next meal. Once a week, she skips dinner -- her upavasa on Saturday night. She gives in to temptation easily, enjoys and savours her food. But knows when to stop and say no.

I wish I could follow her principles....

Diary Day 3
7.45 am - warming up exercises and yoga again today but couldn't exercise continuoysly thanks to Sonny who wanted some attention in between.
9. 30 am - one yelakki banana
10 am -- breakfast -- one bowl avalakki upma (poha) and one slice brown bread, one glass tea.
1.30 pm - lunch - two chapatis, gorikai palya (clusterbeans curry with tomatoes and onions), five spoons of curd rice (its one-fourth of what i would normallly eat-- the curd rice quantity)

My aim so far has been to cut down portion sizes. Where I would earlier eat breakfast in a large plate, I'm trying to eat out of a bowl in an attempt to cut down the size of its contents. So in that sense I'm not eactly making any dramatic changes. I have reduced the quantity of oil with which i cook -- while earlier i would pour oil into the pan/kadai from a nozzled-bottle to make subjee, i now measure out the oil in spoons -- two for rasam/sambar, three or four for subjee (for two meals for hubby and me -- both of us carry our lunch to work and eat dinner at home usually).
What I'm also deperately trying to do is cut down the quantity of rice i eat and increase the helping size of  vegetable and dal/rasam -- this is so difficult, because rice is my comfort food.

Visceral fat, liposuction and God! I eat so much

Diary -- day 2

7.30 am - 30 mins of warming up exercises, added two more to yesterday's routine (i haven't exercised in a looong while so i'll have to try and figure out what kind of muscles exist in my body!) I had an exclusive yoga plan drawn out for me last year by a generous young yoga teacher -- a girl who was so nimble she looked like an acrobat when she did the asanas-- i pulled out that plan and tried to figure out which of those I could start with. So there, one more step taken in the right direction.
8. 45 am- one yelakki banana
9. 45 a.m - two slices bread toast (one with jam and one with a tad of butter) with some Maggi (yeah I know that's hardly diet food :-) )
12.45 pm -- two almonds and some black currants
2.30 pm -- lunch - two wheat chapatis, one bowl of bottlegourd-onion subjee, a small cup of salad (ingredients same as yest), and a few spoons of curd rice (I'm a propah south Indian and can't live without my mosaranna/tair saadam)
4.30 pm -- one mug tea with a few spoons of the canteen rava upma

(Will complete this tomorrow)...ok completing it:
6.30 pm -- a few almonds and black currants
8 pm -- i started craving food, was getting really upset and cranky and did what i shouldn't have -- grabbed an almost fistful of batata chiwda (fried potato savory) and stuffed it in. Felt great ;-) I was at mom's and didn't want to eat till I got home to have a proper dinner. Once i got home I realised i had to cook the rasam still -- so went ahead and grabbed a few morsels of khakra and half a laddoo (antina unde to be precise loaded with ghee, jaggery, and dried fruits).
9 pm -- dinner -- one chapati with the same sabji and one cup rasam. Followed by rasam rice and curd rice.

I just completed yesterday's diary and realised something -- i eat quite a LOT. I mean, compared to the physical activity (or rather inactivity) to burn the calories.
I can't exactly count the calories, but damn, now I know why most gyms/slimming centres ask you to maintain a food diary! I really didnt know what i was eating. eeeeeeeek...

I have also learnt one another rather inspiring thing, searching around, and reading up. The stomach fat -- ok let me own it -- MY stomach fat is mainly called visceral fat. And, once you start exercising, the good news is, its one of the first areas from which fat is burnt. Yipeee! Some cheer

We have a horrible habit in office -- we women all look at our stomachs and try to see who's got the biggest one popping out of our dress -- gross, yes. But it happens. So two of us were discussing liposuction just three or four days ago (no we weren't planning on it, just joking around about it) and then this!! Imagine having more fat in your top half and a taut bottom. Hah!

Starting on a new weight loss (hopefully) journey

The blog's title is self-explanatory.
The blog's URL explains my problem most vividly -- I'm always WAITING to lose weight and almost always doing nothing much to help it.

The last one week I have spent very seriously mulling over my life, how I want to be as I grow older, and realised my health has always been a sore point.
A lot of my problems stem from my rather sedentary life, absolute lack of exercise, sheer laziness, and a weakness for fried food and sweets. That, everyone will agree, is a deadly cocktail of a problem.

It has left me overweight most of my life -- I've moved from wanting to shed just 5 kilos to now about 8 to 10. This is after all the BMI calculation, visits to doctors for all sorts of problems. All the arrows pointed to the same thing -- exercise, lose some weight, maintain it and get healthy.

Easier said than done.

There are a whole lot of thoughts I need to put down on this, but I'm going to start off today with my "food/activity diary" for today. I don't know if I'll post it everyday. I'll try. Just as I will try to seriously get into an exercise regimen, just as I will hopefully eat sensibly and healthily.

I'm going to be 33 in a few months. I weigh 62.9 kilos (as of yesterday) and I'm 5 feet and a little less than two inches tall. That makes me, on an average, overweight by about 12 kilos technically. I'll be lenient and say 10. I've had a child three years ago and I have the most jiggly wiggly lower belly fat that disgusts me. Other gory descriptions in the following posts.

The last three days I've been reading Rujuta Diwekar's book "Women and the weight loss tamasha", highly recommended by the best friend. I've just made it up to page 75, so I'm not going to make too many comments on that right now, except to say that most of what she says sounds senseible. I'm first of all trying to follow her reccomendation of trying to eat smaller amounts of food every two hours.

Let me make some things clear
1. I am not embarking on any fad diet
2. I'm NOT going to simply change my food and sit waiting to lose weight
3. It does not mean I'm enrolling in a gym today. But I will slowly begin to build up some exercise regimen for myself.
4. I'm no expert and I'm going to try and find my way around this, like most people do.
5. I will not harm myself in any way in this process and will consult a doctor/dietician if things begin to go wrong.

Diary May 2, 2011
7.15 a.m. -- started with basic stretch and warming up exercises for 30 minutes.
8.45 a.m.-- ate a yelakki banana
9.40 a.m-- breakfast -- two onion dosas (rice/urad/maida/besan-mix) with half-spoon ghee and groundnut chutney powder. Half a glass of milk tea with Sugarfree. (I would earlier easily eat 3 or 4 dosas)
12.30 pm-- mid-morn snack -- 3/4 th of a methi khakra
2 p.m. - lunch -- two wheat chapatis with a cup of bhindi (okra/ladies finger) curry (homemade), quarter cup raw banana (balekai) subji (from our office canteen), a small bowl of salad (cherry tomatoes/yellow capsicum/cabbage/cucumber). (I would earlier also have curd rice with all this for lunch).
It's now 3.30 p.m. and I have to go down for my glass of tea. It's an addiction. I don't know how I'll hold up till tonight. Will edit this entry and complete the diary tomorrow.

Yeah, so completing it:

3.30 p.m. - one mug of tea
5.30 p.m. -- a few almonds and black currants
7 p.m -- one cup poha and a few spoons of salad (corn/cucumber/pomegranate) and a square of dark chocolate (ummm i'm not really dieting, am i!?)
9.30 p.m. -- one egg roll, one bowl rice eaten half with dal and half wih curd.